I can feel the depression sinking back into my body. Every time we fight, every time things go wrong. Every time you dont call me on important days. Life seems like its taking forever as the days go by. I was hoping Id never feel this way again. I thought after I moved on this feeling would go away but It hasn’t. Ive only put it in hiding for a bit. I dont think ill ever be that happy girl I once was. This disease has to go away sooner or later right? cause thats what it is a disease. It takes over your life and then you dont know who you are anymore. I feel like Ive lost my whole being. I feel lost. thats the only word I can use to describe the feeling I have soaking up my life. I dont know what to do.
